I wanna grow old with you.

Baby, I miss you.
I need to hug you and know that you're fine right now.
I need to feel your presence.
I need you..

I shouldn't be here.
All warm and comfortable, at home.
I should be with you.
How are you feeling now?
Would you fall sick?
You always do when the weather is not right or when you do not get enough sleep.
Is it very torturing there?
You're always complaining if it's too warm.
Or what if you're not used to it.
I always had to coo you that it'll be alright.
I wish I was there - right beside you.
No. I don't wanna go elsewhere.

You'll be fine. I know you will.
You're my strong statue of courage.
You are what kept me going.
I wanna be the reason that is keeping you going too.

Mama texted me. Papa called.
I didn't know what to say.
I restrained myself from tearing.
It was really hard.
If only you were here, you would know what to do.

I can't go to bed now.
I couldn't sleep, though I'm really tired.
It's been a long, long day for me.
And Mama and Papa.
I can't go to sleep without you saying "Goodnight, baby. I love you."
I wanna feel you tugging me into bed..
And that kiss softly planted both on my lips and my forehead..

Please be alright.
I love you.

#lovefio
Prayers.