Say Goodbye - Chris Brown

Baby come here and sit down, let's talk
I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so

[HOOK]
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand

[CHORUS]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I gotta go figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

But now your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know

[HOOK]
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What I'm tryna say.
We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along
Girl how you not gonna see it?

[CHORUS]


Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
I, I just can't do it
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh [4x]
Do you hear me crying?

[CHORUS]


[CHORUS]

Some things on your mind eh, Hun?
You're still loved - remember that, always.

#lovefio
You're free to go.

It's Mom's birthday! And I bought her a pair of SK earrings which cost me two hundred bucks! Ah~~ Haha. But it's worth it (: Mom liked it.

Now who's gonna buy me that TAKA bracelet and that SK ring??? WHO?? WHO?!?!?!

I'm psyco-ing Dad (: But I doubt I'll get it -.- Duh..

Now who's gonna console me for not getting any of the two pretty diamonds?!?! WHOOOOO?!?!?!

Mm.. Got this from the net and thought that it's rather true - wake up people! And treat your Mommys better :D Hee..

When you were one year old, she fed you and bathed you.
You thanked her by crying all night long.

When you were two years old, she taught you to walk.
You thanked her by running away when she called.

When you were three years old, she made all your meals with love.
You thanked her by tossing your plate on the floor.

When you were four years old, she gave you some crayons.
You thanked her by colouring the dining room table.

When you were five years old, she dressed you for holidays.
You thanked her by plopping into the nearest.

When you were six years old, she walked you to school.
You thanked her by screaming "I'M NOT GOING!".

When you were seven years old, she bought you a baseball.
You thanked her by throwing it through the next-door-neighbour's window.

When you were eight years old, she handed you an ice cream.
You thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.

When you were nine years old, she paid for piano lessons.
You thanked her by never even bothering to practice.

When you were ten years old, she drove you all day, from soccer to gymnastic to one birthday party after another.
You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.

When you were eleven years old, she took you and your friends to the movies.
You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.

When you were twelve years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows.
You thanked her by waiting till she left the house.

When you were thirteen, she suggested a haircut.
You thanked her by telling her she had no taste.

When you were fourteen, she paid for a month away at summer camp.
You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.

When you were fifteen, she came home from work, looking for a hug.
You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.

When you were sixteen, she taught you how to drive her car.
You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.

When you were seventeen, she was expecting an important call.
You thanked her by being on the phone all night.

When you were eighteen, she cried at your High School Graduation.
You thanked her by staying up partying until dawn.

When you were nineteen, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus and carried your bags.
You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so that you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.

When you were twenty, she asked if you were seeing anyone.
You thanked her by saying "It's none of your business".

When you were twenty one, she suggested certain careers for your future.
You thanked her by saying "I don't wanna be like you".

When you were twenty two, she hugged you at your college graduation.
You thanked her by asking whether she could pay for a trip to Europe.

When you were twenty three, she gave you furniture for your first apartment.
You thanked her by telling your friends it was ugly.

When you were twenty four, she met your fiance and asked about your plans for the future.
You thanked her by glaring and growling "Muuhh-ther, please!".

When you were twenty five, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you.
You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.

When you were thirty, she called with some advice on the baby.
You thanked her by telling her "Things are different now".

When you were forty, she called to remind you of a relative's birthday.
You thanked her by saying you were "really busy right now".

When you were fifty, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her.
You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.

And then, one day, she quietly died. And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on your HEART.



Yea, very true and very touching, huh? Heh.
Happy belated birthday, Mommy! I love you!

#lovefio
MWARKKKKKKSSSSS!

有你多好 - 宇恒

回家路上经过了学校
好像没有当年热闹
学过什么大多都忘了
却还记得你的微笑
关于爱情我们都想得太好
总是在伤害中才学会思考
那次分手你曾让我
暂时的依靠
想起来原来你
喜欢我比谁都早
我们曾经说好
爱情多不可靠
所以我们不要
变成情人好不好
如果真的遇到
爱上了谁都好
记得要第一时间让我知道
记得要第一时间让你知道
想你知道yeah~
如果时间不是往前跑
你在身旁那有多好

#lovefio
I miss you, Hun.

青苹果 - i.n.g

遇见爱情像白日梦
停在下过雨的午后
我忘了天空那么透
不懂爱要的是什么
我愿意为你放手一搏
一直以为你懂得
你要我
找到比你好的
你说我们当作朋友
忘了我们曾经爱过
如果爱情是两人牵着手
我努力着那为什么
你放弃了
你说我们不适合
如果爱像成长的青苹果
美丽的心碎了
也许我们都是彼此的经过

如果爱情再次招手
我会微笑明白你说的
爱过以后才懂得
da di da da da da da da da
da da da da da
不难过我会继续我的生活

如果爱情能牵手到永久
感谢很多
不为什么
只是爱了
还能够再说什么
也许爱像咬过的青苹果
酸甜的回忆着
也许我们都是爱情的经过
相信幸福在下一站的出口

Nice song by i.n.g (: They know how I feel.

#lovefio
You're all I ever need.

Cut my hair. Short. Miserably short. And I'm SO not used to it.

Love the sides and the back, but I just couldn't accept the front - which was supposed to be the most important part =.= Ah great.

Shall upload some pictures of it probably tomorrow when they finish the make-up and all on me. Picture taking tomorrow (: Bloody hell excited.

Off-day again today. Went to Hair De Vogue to dye and highlight my hair. Sat on the damn chair from 12.30 p.m. to 7.30 p.m. I swore my butt hurt like shit. The chair must so smell like me now. It's the FRAGRANCE ok?! Not STENCH! Mind you....

They did lotsa things to my hair, again. Cut it even shorter than before and then highlighted it. Something like gold, didn't ask much. Then they highlight another three more colours :s Kinda weird, huh? And then they dyed the remainings brown. Trust me, I still don't look good. I've never seen myself look so nerdy for quite some time already. Dammit.

Right. So it's off-day again tomorrow. Hell with it. A hundred bucks down the drain ): Aww man......

Full make-up and photo taking at the studio tomorrow. Hopefully they get into the semi-final rounds and even more hopefully, you guys'll see me on TV! Haha. Or maybe on the magazine, if possible :D


Mm.. The memories are flowing back, slowly. Very, very slowly. And I miss him even more, more than what I've expected. And then I realised, that he's the only love I need.

Was, Now, Forever.

#lovefio
I love you, love.

The contents still don't run, I don't understand what's wrong with my blogging skills. Haha. Oh well, that's just it. Bear with it, people, just bear with it.

Work today, as per normal. Got to TM juuuuusssstt on time. Haha. Then got called to go down to Bedok in the end. #@$%^&..!

Had a tiring day and I'm once again here to blog. Not a long entry but at least I made the effort ok! Be touched you ungrateful brats! Opps! Haha. Joking.

Seriously, I'm just joking. Don't get offended and start screaming at the top of your lungs 'Fiona's a fucking ol' bitch!' It ain't gonna work, same old story, bla bla bla.. .. ..

Mm, I just realised how much I've missed out during this period of time. Somehow, I've started thinking back again, something which I haven't been doing since quite some time ago. Those memories weren't killing me, they're what kept me going as each day passes. I miss him, yes and lots.

They say true love never fades. And mine hasn't faded a bit yet, no matter how much I try. That feeling just won't go.

I promise, I promise the promise you never once fulfilled - I promise to wait, to wait and wait and wait. Wait till the day you've finally figured the question you're asking now. I'm willing to, even when my friends aren't agreeing to it. You're worth it, and I know it.

You know you're all that I ever need, baby. Just don't let this love drown. I need you here so, so much. I've never once forgotten any word you've said. You promised me forever, and forever is what I'm still waiting for. I'll be right here, hun.

I'm always,
always here.

#lovefio
220706; Remember..?

Nothing much for today. Esther dug me outta my house at around 3++p.m. and we only met up at 3.50p.m. Fine, and she had to leave for work at 4p.m. -.- Nice.. Nice..

So the very pitiful me shopped round White Sands all by MYSELF ): The good news is (or perhaps not) I BOUGHT A NEW PAIR OF SHOES (:

Nah, it's not that my sandals were killing me this time. It's just this urge to spend a tiiiinnnnnyyy bit of money. I'm not boasting, I'm not boasting. Fiona never believes in boasting (:

Yep, you guessed it right, people. It's off-day again today. And I'm sorta getting used to this off-day scedule now. But no! I have to be back to work tomorrow! Ahhhh~

Work isn't that bad. It's where I get to talk and talk ALOT. Where everything just flows outta my mouth like there's no end. Until break time, that is - when nobody's there to talk to. Heh heh.

Went to church (finally) today for the evening Mass. Blimey, I nearly forgot how the place looked like. It's been quite some time now since I stepped into the church, and it felt really good to step out of it after Mass (: Hee..

Watched Happily Never After with Zac (my adorable yet sometimes annoying little bro) at Century Square's Century Cineplex. Nice show, yet some dumb parts. Haha.

Moodswings have been accompanying me these past few days so don't expect me to say anything quite nice now. I'm off. Bye peeps. Enjoy the weekend.

#lovefio
You're still missed.

Alright people! Don't show me your lazy bums! I wanna see your SHOCKED AND SURPRISED FACE! C'mon! Give face lei, wah lao..

Think all of ya have been so lost about what's going on in my life now, eh? Haha. Oh it's a major change alright!

So about the most boring part of Fiona's always-very-exciting life. I'm broke.

The most interesting part, now what's interesting..

Mm, I'm still working and yea, earning a thousand++ each month. Not alot but it's enough for my shopping (: Though I had to starve sometimes. Damn.

Poly enrollments sucked. They're only allowing a fixed number of students to enter the damn school and they think it's fair to us (those getting 18-20 points, R4) now??? Since when did geniuses getting 9-12 points lose their minds by joining the Polytechnic??? What in the world did they eat?! Fucking retards.

Yes, I'm complaining! Big time! Fuck!

Mm, and recently, I'm attached to this hair salon (Hair De Vogue) as a model for some competition. Model leh! Me leh! I was so shocked la! Maybe they've not seen the fats. Scare them to death, scare them to death! Mwahahaha~ But obviously, yea, I'm very happy. And pleased (: At last someone, SOMEONE! Appreciates Fiona's a-little-bit-crooked face. That's what they said. A little crooked. And they said it's due to my parting. Like wth......... -.-

FINE.

Went to the salon today again for the make up. Calvin (one of the hairstylist)'s a nice guy. He made me pretty for today :D

And then another make up artist came, and did something more to my face. She insisted that the eye liner had to be real bold and fake eyelashes cannot be left out. She also said something about the look of a caucasian or something. Like wtf?! I'm truely ASIAN ok! And 90% Singaporean hor!! HORRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!

But she made me pretty too, so it's okay (:



They did lotsa things to my hair. My precious hair~ Yada yada and all. Heh. And they said they'll have to cut it short cos' it's one of their 'styles'. Yea it's okay with me. A new look, a new beginning. It's time anyway.

They'll start doing my hair probably some time next month. Wooo.. Dup dup, dup dup, dup dup. I wonder how'll I look like.

Check out the salon if any of you peeps are interested (: Nice make up and hairstyling, seriously. It's just opposite Bedok Library - Hair De Vogue.

Somehow felt that I sound as though I'm boasting about this model thingy. Right, drop it.

SHOPPED (notice the use of word) round Far East with Esther, and only Esther today. Yes, we SHOPPED. We had the money to actually SHOP, yes. Didn't really have the cash, but NETS was good enough (: I could feel my card breaking in two...... ):

Bought a new pair of sandals, cos' my shoes were killing me! Fancy wearing a 3 1/2 inch wrapped shoe walking round and round Far East. Clever! Very, very clever!

And finally when I get to walk more elegantly in proper sandals, we buried ourselves among lots and lots of earrings. Haha. We bought two each, common sense. And there goes another few bucks.

Bought a belt. White. And some un**** :D It's cute la, couldn't resist. Those cost another 20++ bucks.

We were looking for tops, yet we ended up buying lots and lots of other stuffs instead. Bought a bronze bag at Trendy Zone. Esther had the white one.

Got home real bushed and still I'm here blogging. Thought for you all ok! Nice girl Fiona, I know (:

Camwhored.


Waiting, and waiting, and waiting..


In my heart.


Time.




You're not forgotten, and never will be.


Let it out, let it go.


I'll wait for that embrace.


It's okay to smile now.


All you'll see.


How long will you be away..?


Faded.


Fate.


Last.


That's all (:

Great day with my best bud, when's the next shopping spree?!?!?!

#lovefio
Just whistle, I'm missing you.