He: I love you, dear.
She: I love you too.
He: I know.
She: ... But I don't.




Such heartaches.

#lovefio
Take me away.

Oooookay. Life's been so much of ups and downs that I just don't feel like blogging about it. Sometimes I feel that it's too much for me to take. And hello, I'm only a 17 year old girl, what do you expect?



Hung out with HM most of the days while Baby's at work. East Point, Suntec, Bugis, town. It's always the same old places. But at least there's someone to accompany me (: hee.







Baby's birthday's tomorrow (: Bought him an Agnes B. tee shirt which cost me close to a bomb. I've never bought myself a tee shirt which costs the same or more. They do know how to make money, don't they, those branded.

White and plain. But it's Agnes B. (: Hope Baby likes it.











IT show @ Expo from this coming Thursday to Sunday! Yep, I'll be working there along with HM and Esther. Printer section. Heard from the girls that it's going to be very fun, from their past experiences. Hehe..











Okay, what's there to blog?
Nothing else, seriously.
Kay, bye.

#lovefio
Sianzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxz

Suntec to look for Baby, with HM. Vincent came awhile later.

While waiting for Baby to knock off, I was talking to Suku on the phone. Hearing her cry on the other side breaks my heart, really. I'm sorry, darling. I'm really, really sorry. Sorry to let you worry for me, all for me. I promise I'll be strong like how I was before, no matter what.



Thank you, babes (Bel, Suku, HM, Esther) for being there for me, even at times like this. I can't do without you girls by my side.
Everything happened so suddenly.

So many things to decide, yet I've got so little time, so little choices. Or rather, I don't really have a choice, do I?







Often, I hope this was just a dream - just a long, long dream.













Do you love me?
Really..

Do you love me enough to decide on this?
Would you love me from then on?
How long would your love last?
How long.. do I have to live in this?




My future's important. But I want my future with you.
Then only it'll be perfect.

I love you. You know I do.
With my life.

#lovefio
Help me.

Wet morning yesterday, I hate rainy days.

Hols' over, back to school for now.
Since Baby's started work already, no reasons for me to skip anymore days of school. Catch me in school real often nowadays! I'm turning into some nerd soon!

Spent the hols mostly with HM and her boyfriend. Out to Bugis and town and some other places.


Three really broke people, however we managed to fork out a few bucks to catch "Bee Movie".
Damn nice, fucking funny :D Go watch it! It's gonna be worth it (:
Barry~



It's Bugis then Suntec on Friday, with HM. Went to find Baby too! :D Boy, was I glad to see him or what??

Roasted pork :D

Hokkien Meeeeee~ (:

Damn nice! Go support (:



Met Denver and YiKai on Saturday night (cos I was REALLLLYYYYY bored, Baby's at work) and headed to 85 Market (Bedok) for dinner. Stupid jokers :D

And very vulgar too.




Stayed at home on Sunday cos HM wasn't free. Met Dorina instead at night and slacked around for awhile. Damn, life's getting real bored!

Some really cute dogs she has (: Lucky girl~

Golden Retriever Pup (: It's damn cute and fucking attracted to the grass, I don't know why.












Ah, so many things to think, to do.
So little time..

#lovefio
To laugh or cry..

Back from Malaysia at last. Missed me, eh? (: I know.

So many weird glances coming from my relatives when they first saw me. They couldn't recognise me! Haha. I didn't change much actually. It's just the hair -.-

Took a trip down to the hospital everyday. Spent almost the whole day there to accompany grandma. She was so pale and everything. Doctors there don't look like doctors - they don't have the white robe, tsk tsk. One looked like daddy (according to my aunts and uncles). I insisted he doesn't. He's weird..

Well, I'm back now. Suddenly, I feel that there's so many things to worry back here.


& yea, it's somekind of sunglass obsession for me nowadays.




My youngest cousin (:
Isn't he adorable??


TM with Suku yesterday, to get something for Conan as their first year anni. A year's passed, that's fast. Congrats, darling! Then, East Point with HM and had KFC. Fats, ahem. Met Baby aftermath and accompanied him to Changi General Hospital to visit his grandma. Bumped into Shahidah most unexpectedly. Her aunt happened to be right next to Baby's grandma. Talked about many, many things (: And man, she still speaks as fast.

Bad, bad day, today. Made a lot of trips here and there, and it's damn tiring.


Baby's starting work tomorrow. All the best, love (:











我需要你的爱
不管多少阻碍, 不求什么未来
不管命运会怎么安排


I chose to believe what you said.
Can we pull through this?

#lovefio
Please..