Bayshore with Bel and Suku after school yesterday. Swam, or rather, slacked around in the pool and had our small gossip about almost everything we've missed out - hehe, yes, gossip.

Mas-ayu for dinner aftermath. Damn good Chicken Bee Hoon (:

Then, walked back to Bel's place to get some magazines. Cabbed home with Suku and we continued our girls' talk all the way.

Really nice shades (: (Bel's)

Off to Malaysia tomorrow, to visit Grandma - she's sick ):

Miss me, people.






I wanna see you, because I miss you.
这星球天天有五十亿人在错过
多幸运有你一起看星星在争宠

#lovefio
What's gonna happen..

Western, last night.

Chicken chop with baked beans and mashed potatoes with bacon. & Chicken mushroom soup.

It was heaven. Other than the baked beans, everything including the sauce meant for the chicken chop was made by Baby himself. Yes, my great chef (:



Phoned with Francis and Denver, felt a lot better then. Some things I think I just wanna keep it inside, because I don't know how to tell you the things I've been dying to say. I don't know how would you think or what would your reactions be, or anything else. I care so much about how you feel, so all that I can ever do is try swallowing everything I can, until I cannot hold on any longer. I might choke, but I don't care. As long as we're going to end up alright in the end, everything is worth it, Love.

Nonetheless, Big Thank Yous to Francis & Denver (:










You said the things you said. You told me that you mean them. They're just like playbacks in my mind now. Don't let them just be words.





I wonder what would come my way today.
Try making everything alright just by smiling. (:

#lovefio
I need you.

Steak again (:
This time with mashed potatoes and bread with ham and cheese.


Baby's eye swelled again. So I took the trip to Giant on my own instead. I love the look on Love's face when he's cooking (:

Made sushi for Baby yesterday. Didn't turn out very successful though. First attempt, forgive me, Love. Teeheehee.

School's such a bore. It always has been.
And it's like a free lan shop with some sucky internet connection. It's free, duh. School's all about net surfing, and I've done my part really well (:



Dinner tonight at Baby's (: YUMMMMMMMMMY~







Oh btw, Happy 4th Month, Love.
& I want many more months and years with you, together.












Let's hold on till tomorrow,
& the day after, & the day after.
Let's hold on forever.

#lovefio
I love you.

Slept late, woke up late, missed school and UT (Understanding Test) at the same time. I'm so gonna die for Enterprise Skills II, trust me.

Went over to Baby's instead. Cuddled and fell asleep in his arms. Woken up by Baby's mom's message. Headed to Giant then to get some ingredients for dinner.

Kang Kong with Sambal Belachan. Onion and garlic beef. Sweet and sour fish. Herbal Chicken with mushroom soup (:

I'm spoilt, I know.

Slept late, woke up late and missed first meeting. Came to school nevertheless.

And didn't regret it at all. TRCC with Ros, Ben, HanYao and SY to catch Ivy and Shayen's hip hop performance. Great job, girls (: Oh how you have done us (and the whole Hip Hop IG) proud (:

Don't cry, silly. We came to support you and see you smile!







Alright, I love yesterday.

#lovefio
Done with.

I mean every word I say.
I mean it when I say "I can't live without you".

#lovefio
Fabian.

Black pepper beef. Prawns with Belachan. Vegetables. Sweet & sour pork. Fishball soup.

Dinner yesterday night with Love, his mom and a friend of hers. It was great. Baby said that he prepared the sweet and sour pork because I really like it. Yea, I do.
Thanks Baby (:

Had the prawns too, despite knowing that it might affect the healing of my piercing. Still, it was just as good as ever. Teeheehee.

Tummy's showing already. With all the food Baby is spoiling me with, it's just so difficult to stop eating. Plus, no swimming, no sit ups, no exercise, those added onto the cause of it.

I need to go on a diet soon. Fast.

Met up with the boys at Elias Mall for CS. Was happily MSN-ing while Baby was engrossed in the game. Played a few rounds with them and surprisingly, I'm not the last on the list (: Woohoo.





I wonder what's install for dinner tonight (:







Fabian, you are love.

#lovefio
Precious.

Welcome back, Baby (:
Back to the warm embrace of Baby's arms around me.
Gave him a big bear hug and didn't wanna let go at all. I like that feeling.

Flew back to Baby's after school. Caught him snuggling in bed like a pig. But still, love.

Mcdonald's delivery as dinner. I'm gaining like shit.
Gotta shade 5kg! Help me... ):

Made it to school on time for the first time. 9 a.m. sharp. Surprised faces and comments going "Man, Fiona. You're early!". Yes, and so I was.

But my mood's totally not for school today. Slept for only a pathetic three hours and I'm bushed. Baby's still being a pig. Lucky thing.

Brunch with Esther. Ban Mian at the school food court. Really, how can she ever walk around (without shopping) in those heels without complaining?? Wore heels too yesterday and darn, hurt like fuck. Flats still are the most comfy (:

I'm tired, and sick. Cravings for choc bars~~ (:

#lovefio
Love love love me.

Did my nails two days ago, all by myself. And the jewels are falling off already ): Gah.. I knew I should have went to the manicurist. But yea, same old story, I'm broke.

Bugis with HM yesterday. Talked and shopped. The bus ride on No.12 back to Simei was rather heartwarming. Talked a lot about the past, her past. She's really strong, really.



Another missed call. Another "Unknown". I'm going to kill myself if it's Baby ): I hope he calls back...

Baby said he'll be back latest by Wednesday. Gah, why can't time just fly faster when I want it to?! Everyday's a drag, a torture. I need some other things to focus on, badly.

Mm, fallen sick. Ever since yesterday. Must be HM. Since I stepped into her house, I've been sneezing like some dog. Then my throat started to irritate like fuck. Drank lots and lots of water but that didn't help a wee bit.

Dragged myself to school nevertheless. Didn't know what else I can do at home since Baby's not around. The big O is coming up for those this year. HM and Suku wouldn't have time to hang out anymore until it's over ): All the best, darlings! I'm sure you all can do it (:

Damn, I can't concentrate and my appetite's getting worse. Bye people.

#lovefio
I miss you ):

You look it over the following list and see how many of these things you have done.
BUT you have to ADD up the money amount along the way.
Post the amount at the end.
PS: THE SMALLER THE BETTER

1. Had sex: $6.00
2. Smoked: $5.00
3. Got drunk: $5.00
4. Went skinny dipping: $3.00
5. Kissed someone of the opposite sex:$4.00
6. Kissed someone of the same sex:$4.00
7. Cheated on a test: $2.00
8. Fell asleep in class: $0.50
9. Been expelled: $5.00
10. Been in a fist fight: $3.00
11. Listened to music: $5.00
12. laughed so hard you peed your panties: $5.00
13. Prank called the cops: $3.00
14. Stole something: $2.00
15. Done drugs: $5.00
16.Dyed your hair: $0.50
17. Done something with someone older: $3.00
18. Went out with someone OVER 18 (if your under 18): $4.00
19. Ate a whole thing of oreos: $0.50
20. Cried yourself to sleep: $1.00
21. Said you love someone but didnt mean it: $1.00
22. Been in love: $4.00
23. Got caught doing something that you shouldnt have been doing: $1.00
24. Went streaking: $4.00
25. Got arrested: $5.00
26. Made out with someone at the movies: $2.00
27. Swollowed pool water: $0.50
28. Played spin the bottle: $1.00
29. Done something you regret: $3.00
30. Had feelings for an adult $5.00
31. Had a crush on a teacher $4.00
32. Thought one of your friends parents’ were hot: $5.00
33. Had feeling for your best friend: $3.00
34. Wanted something you couldn’t have: $0.50
35. Jetty Jumped: $3.00

Geez, I got $49 =X

Got this from Cheryl's blog. Try calculating yours!

Another Saturday burnt. Damn. I know, I know. I'm just fucking wasting my life away. Life isn't suppose to be like that - not my life, at least.

I'm really bored again, yes. Baby's call woke me up last night. 2.30 in the morning. Going to miss him more cos he said he might stay for another day or two ):

But so sweet of Baby's mom to message me asking how am I doing now and is everything okay at my side. Puzzled me there for a moment, I thought what happened. But she was just concerned whether I'm okay now that Baby's in Malaysia. Well, apart from missing him like a ton, I'm basically okay (:

No, this cannot go on. I'm spending the whole afternoon indoors. I'll rot like hell if this carries on tomorrow. Time to get some asses outta the house with me too already (: Hee.

Meeting HM tomorrow (: At last, someone to go crazy with. YAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAY~

I miss your kiss on my forehead every night.

#lovefio
__ more days ):

Kiss me in the rain.
Received Baby's call in flat-top's class (okay, I know I'm being really mean to call him flat-top. I shall repent). A missed call named "Unknown" had me worried there for a moment, but Baby called back again eventually. Was smiling from ear to ear as I dashed out of the classroom. Past worries and nonsense all down the drain, just at the sound of his voice (:

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.
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CS's not working on Vista. Fucking troublesome, seriously. Darn.

Turning in early tonight, tomorrow would then come in a flash.

Come back here and hug me tight. I miss you so much.

#lovefio
Smooches.

Esther posted the pics for her birthday already. Go see go see! Haha. Think she spent hourrrrrssss on it. And boy, she sure knows how to complain while uploading those pics. Heh.

And so, I shall rip a few pictures from there (: Hee. Don't blame me, didn't have the chance to take many pictures that night.

Missing those secondary school days...

Esther, Bel and I.

Tons & tons of love.

Bestie.

That's all I'm going to rip from Esther's blog. Hee. Before she starts screaming at me at the top of her lungs, "FIONA! YOU KNOW HOW LONG I TAKE TO UPLOAD THAT BUNCH OF SHIT ANOT?!?!?!" Brr...

Aight, it's not even a day since Baby left for Malaysia and I'm here missing him so badly already ): Sigh.


I'm taking up Counter Strike (CS)! Plead Wei Jie and the rest (my very nice classmates) to teach me how to play. Like finally lah, after don't know how many years since it's been up and boys going crrraazzzyyy over it instead of over girls. Puzzled me for a moment there, but now I know why. Wahahaha.

Baby played CS since Primary Four, and I told him that with just two days of training, I'll beat him. Asked him not to worry too much and don't be afraid of playing with the pro (: Oh yeah, and I told him there's nothing to cry about if he loses. I'm the pro.

He didn't care much about what I said, really. And when I asked him why, he said that because it's just impossible that I'll beat him in CS, within two days some more! FINE~ I'll show you. Hehe.

I don't know how long I'll be in to this game, seriously. I didn't really like CS back then. Haha. It's just killing, killing and more killing. Gah, games and guys. Since when in this world did they start to click so well with each other??

Since the birth of these dumb guys and the invention of games, fine. I'm just asking the obvious, the annoying truth... ):

Darn, I'm not done with RJ yet and I'm here blogging. Off to mug now, people. Blooooody schoolwork. If only I can eliminate RJs like how I killed those bunch of terrorists in CS :D Hee.

Hey, it ain't easy too okay. Just a lot more fun (:

Oh yeah, I said OFF TO MUG NOW. Right. Shall be back to blog tomorrow. Or the day after. Or the day after after. Or whatever. Gah, I miss Baby so much it's driving me crazy ):

BYE.

#lovefio
CS-craze :D

Spent the past few days over at Baby's. And he made dinner three days in a row, for Baby's mom, his sis, himself and I (: It's like a long time since Baby made dinner for us already. Bloody hell happy.

Dinner on Monday.
Pasta Carbonara (: (Italian)

It's really good! I swear! Accompanied Baby to Giant to get the ingredients and headed off for home to get the Carbonara done. Instead of adding the Carbonara from the ready-made bottles, Baby decided to make it himself. And trust me, it tastes so much better than those in the supermarket. Hee.

Tuesday's dinner.
Steak! (Western)

The chef himself (:
FATTTTTTY! (but I love you, Baby!)

Had UT so I crawled my way to school. Couldn't accompany Baby to get the ingredients from Giant (yes, Giant again). Instead, Shermine (Baby's sis) went with him. So I had to just wait for a little while while Baby got dinner ready. Hee. I'm really fortunate, I know (:

A little rubbery due to the texture of the meat. But still yummy! With the accompaniment of the red wine Shermine sacrificed, the atmosphere and everything... It was just awesome (:

Dinner last night.
Prawn Fried Rice. (Asian)

Baby's friends came over to have dinner too. I totally forgot that I'm not allowed to eat seafood. But since it's all somehow digested and passed out already, I think there's no use brooding over it. Gah. I hope it's not going to infect my naval piercing. I swear I only ate a littttttlllllleeeee.

Lucky bitch I am (: To have a boyfriend who cooks for me. Not always but whenever he does, it's always a success, and it always is filled with so much love. I love my boy, really and truly (:

Anyways, Baby's going off to Malaysia today. Till Saturday. I'll miss him so badly... ): Gosh...

And I'm faced with school alone now ): Apart from the fact that I still have Esther here with me lah, but still... Never mind, back to school.

#lovefio
Missing my love.

Got my belly pierced! YAY!

Dorina accompanied me to Far East to get my belly pierced. Have been thinking of getting it pierced ever since Bel got hers, but didn't dare to until I had the sudden urge yesterday night. Don't wanna lose this opportunity (I'm afraid that if I delay longer, I'll never get to pierce my belly in the end). Hee.

It was a long chat with the piercer (a female) in the room. Dorina had to wait for me outside for quite a long time. The piercer had to teach me how to clean and take care of the piercing. And I tell you people, it isn't going to be easy.

No seafood, all of you must know that. I knew that too. But no seafood! Oh my God, it's like telling me, "Fiona, just die". Grr.

But I like my naval piercing, it's fucking nice lah! :D




And it's camwhoring in Far East toilet (:




After that we headed to Tampines to have our nails manicured. Mac-ed at white sands aftermath. Then we went back and slacked around. Dorina's staying over tonight. At least I'll have someone to accompany me (: Stop thinking about it already, Fiona. Buck up.


Geez, it's late. SLEEP!

You don't care.
Never did.
Never will.

Will tomorrow just be a better day for me? I'm tired. Very, very tired.


#lovefio
Disappointments after disappointments.

Colour my world with lots of you.
I've got to learn to like school, badly! Skipped another day today due to pure laziness and a very sickly me feeling tired. Man, I'm tired of school, and of everything that's going in there. I need MOTIVATION, people.

Shouldn't have skipped school today, really. Cos school fucking ends at 3 p.m. instead of the normal 4.30 p.m.! Wasted, I know. I'm regretting now already, don't remind me or you'll see someone dead later on.

T.T

So sad...................... WASTED

Fine, I shall convince myself for the rest of the day that it isn't that wasted afterall. At least I get to meet Baby earlier (that is, if he ever wakes up earlier) and I don't have to crack my brain for the stupid RJ! Brilliant. That'll do the trick.

I hope I'm not going to waste today. Or I'll regret even more..... ):

Right, enough of school. Met Dorina yesterday and we talked about everything that we've missed out during the time when we seldom spoke. Well, almost all that is. It's a good thing we still clicked well (: Hee.

Dang. Baby's still sleeping. I'm bored... ):

#lovefio
Make an effort.

I'm handicapped.
Thank Baby.

Hit the dumbell while Baby was carrying me. It hurts okay! That thing's made of hard fuck steel! But well, don't worry, I complained to him for the whole day already. Ha.

Damn. I can't even walk properly. Don't think that I'm crippled when you see me outside, people. I'm gonna stay this way for only a while!

A perfect excuse to skip school again! Hee.
No science, no science facilitator too! Hoo! Heaven!

Then again, pray for my grades this semester, please. I'm so gonna die, I know.

But! I attended Cognitive today! :D And boy, was Ned (our Cognitive facilitator) happy to see me or what! Haha.

I seriously don't know what's wrong with my previous post. The pictures just ain't coming up. Spent hours on it okay! Duh, cos school was too boring. Hee. Never mind, I'll do something about it soon.

Finish the whole episode of "Why Why Love" some time ago. Great show. Cried so much my mom thought I got ditched -.- Haha. Don't think I've cried so much before while watching any other Taiwan dramas. Catch it when you're free. Fucking touching.

Right, I better get some sleep before dying at Cognitive UT tomorrow T.T I'm going to be tested on the first three lessons which I didn't attend! Darn!

Bye people.

#lovefio
UT horror.

Esther and Isaac's birthday party last Friday. It was okay (:
Just in case some of you are asking, pictures are not up yet. But from what I heard from Esther, my mouth was almost always open in all of the pictures. So don't expect too many pictures being uploaded by me. Hehe.

Met Baby aftermath. He was so tired after a whole day of work ):

Nevertheless, he still made me this.

Black fried rice. Doesn't look very yummy, eh? But it fucking is la! It was really nice! And even nicer of Baby to cook for me though he was worn out. Told him that I've never eaten black fried rice before, because the fried rice we normally see is either white or brown. Even if you put a whole lot of black soy sauce, it would only appear dark brown and not black, and it'll taste really horrible.

Baby managed to make it black, and he wouldn't tell me how he did it until I pestered him for like a very long time. No way I'm sharing it with you guys. Hehe. Yes, one darn selfish bitch I am.

Camwhoring while Baby was taking his bath.













Went to Bel's place to celebrate her birthday for her. Brought her the cake too. Baby was really sweet to go along with me. Man, how I miss my darlings (Bel and Suku) and the guys! So good to see them again (:

Baby was really shy when I first introduced my friends to him. But it got better later on. They're just a bunch of monkeys, the guys! Haha. And really cute too (:

Had lotsa fun together again - just like before. Haha. Suku's always the one who comes up with crazy ideas and make a fool out of herself in the end. Bel, Renda and I threw her into the swimming pool and gave her a new name at the same time - Sabo Queen. Hee.

Hmm, I wonder when's the next time we can all hang out together again. Haha. Really enjoyed ourselves. Baby was laughing all the way too!

Man, do I love this bunch or what? Haha.

Btw, a very happy belated birthday to Bel darling and Esther. Hope you girls enjoyed yourself!

#lovefio
Babes.

Fear - a distressing emotion aroused by impending danger, evil, pain.

Something you'll never understand, something you'll never feel - the way I feel it.

Long day, yesterday. Dragged through the day most unwillingly, with lots of things going up there. It wasn't easy, very tiring actually. Yet I couldn't get to sleep until lying on the bed for an hour, trying my best not to think of anything. But money, perhaps.

In a need for quick cash now. Difficult to get it without a job, see? So addicted to shopping, thanks to Esther.

RP sent a letter to Mom and I, each. Stating that I've skipped school for three or more days for Week Two. And so I had, didn't go school for the whole week, plus this Monday and Tuesday. Sigh.

There is a problem with me. There always has been. I get very anxious whenever I think that something serious is going wrong or when I feel insecure. I wanna get everything settled and done with as soon as I feel the problem arising. But sometimes that's just not the case.

Because it's not everytime that this "sixth sense" of mine is right. I really hope to "rewind" everything and do over again. It's just so tiring. Give me a break.

#lovefio
Busted.

A picture XueFang drew in MSN.

Man, isn't she good?? It's damn difficult to even draw a nice picture of a pig in MSN la. Needless to say pooh and tigger! I went gaga over it for quite awhile there. Hee.

This is what I call, great artist.

In class now and everytime I turn and look at our Basic Science II facilitator, I'm bound to frown. Damn. Was away from school for one week and two days, and now that I'm back, nothing seems anywhere close to interesting. Sigh.

Pathetic me. I just realised this morning while on my way to school that I forgot about my brows. Darn. So not used to it now. It's as if I'm without brows! Urgh.

(Okay, not exactly without brows. They just look a little lighter than how it was supposed to be.)

Still, I look funny -.- Fuck.

Spoilt my mood for the day already. How can I ever forget my brows?!?!?!

#lovefio
I hate Science.

Esther & Issac's Birthday Party this coming Friday (:

#lovefio
Have fun, babe.

Skipped another Cognitive and Problem Solving module today. It's the third time already. Now I'm starting to worry about my Cognitive grades. Darn.

I haven't been attending any Cognitive lesson ever since Semester Two started. I wonder if the facilitator even knows that I'm his student.

Sigh, don't remind me people. I sincerely wanted to go to school today. And I was telling myself no matter how hard it's gonna be, I'll crawl my way to school if I really have to. But the bus refused to come. Called Esther and she was still waiting for the same bus at Tampines. Even she can hardly board the damn bus, needless to say if it reaches my place (opposite Ikea). Only the roof of the bus has vacancy.

Ah forget it. Another X on my daily grades ):

At Baby's house now while he's off to work. Baby's mom will be cooking. Hee. Some time since I've had home cooked dishes already.

Birthday BBQs! Esther's and Bel's. Oh yea, I'll be there for both! My babes. Of course I cannot miss out anything! Wahaha.

#lovefio
Love love.

GENTING!

Yes, I'm back. On Friday. Man, it was FUN! Wahahaha~

And to think that I was enjoying myself while the rest of my fellow schoolmates were actually suffering in school! Hehe. I'm so fortunate, I know.

Moon Cake Festival.
Instead of having mooncakes, we had candles.


Snapshot.


We were so excited on the first day of our Genting trip. Threw our things into the hotel room by the time we got the key and off we went to have fun.

First stop, KFC.
Yes, the fats..

Next, ARCHERY!

Baby insisted that he knows how to play archery. Yea, it was as if he was trying to murder someone with those arrows. Haha.



Pool aftermath, before the midnight movie.


Buffet early in the morning. Ate so much I can hardly go back to sleep. Heh.

Then, Outdoor Theme Park!!!!!!!! YAY!

I love this ride :D

Pardon my lousy photography skills. Hee.

Fed some fish.
Should have filled our tummies before the fish's, really.



Pirate's Ship.
Gah, I nearly died, I swear.


Kenny Roger's. We had SOOOOO much.



One whole chicken, a plate of pasta each, drinks and a muffin each.
Trust me, it's enough to kill.

I swear when I get back to Singapore I'll keep myself away from chicken for at least a week.

After stuffing half a chicken into my stomach, I can barely walk anymore. But that didn't stop us from having more fun. Hehe. Bought tickets to the indoor haunted house (featuring Van Helsing) and Ripley's Believe It Or Not.

There, I had the shock of my life -.-
Damn, the haunted house didn't look very threatening from outside. I held onto Baby tightly, though thinking that there couldn't be anything scarier than Esther Chia's "laughing like mad" face =X

But no. The "ghosts" were human actually, dress up in some really gross outfit. If the person at the front hasn't told us not to touch the "ghosts" because then only they wouldn't touch you as well, I would have squashed their face with my bare hands. They're.. so.. freaky..

There was another couple walking infront of us, just the four of us. Yea, I shouted the loudest. If only they had an award for it. I'm bound to win, for sure.

A pic they took before Baby and I got freaked out :D


Ripley's Believe It Or Not.
Freaky and extraordinary.

Heavy metal chained to prisoners.

This weirdo actually survived that! Damn!

The chair was fucking big!

My legs couldn't even reach the ground.

Darn! Falling books!
Mommy, it wasn't meeeee...... ):

It was him :D

The luckiest chair in the world.


It is said that if you sit on the chair, good luck may fall upon you later.
But I don't feel what's so lucky about it. Nothing happened -.-

Out-Of-Shape Mirrors.
If only I were that slim. Hee.

Haha.

HAHA.

Jaws.


Another mirror!

There are other weird stuffs in there, of course. Very interesting. They even have statues that can make a woman pregnant just by touching it. I kept myself awayyyyyyyy from that thing. Heh.

Starbucks with Baby after Ripley's. Had Ice Mocha.
You know when you're out of the country, everything is so new, even if you have the same thing in your country itself and you were already tired of it.

Indoor smoking.
You can never have this in Singapore! Haha.

Breakfast on third day.

I love him (:

When you have sharper teeth, it sinks deeper.

Overall, we had fun (: And this is the first time (yes, I've been to Genting almost every year. Made to go.) I cannot bear leaving that place. I want more overseas trip! With Baby, of course (:

My Lover.


#lovefio
Long post.