Happy 1st year 5th month, love.
Any many more months to go (:

#lovefio
I love you.

Met Sis Tiong last week and we headed to ParkWay after work for a game of pool with friends.
Pool isn't really our game so we just sat there to camwhore.
So yea.












HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO DENVER AND YI KAI!

Their birthday chalet yesterday was fun, fun, FUN!
Went there with Cherie and clique after buying the boys' birthday cake.
Satays, Vodka Mango and Sprite kept us companied the whole night.
Got tipsy and a little too loud, but had tons of fun.
Man, I almost could not go home.
Fortunately, Sis Tiong was there to go home together with me. Heh.

Couldn't get up this morning.
No hangover, but I guess the alcohol's still acting up in there.
Couldn't concentrate on where I was going and stuff.
Guess I had a tad too much.

Pics are with RX.
Will upload them after I get it from her.

#lovefio
Happy, happy birthday!

W45L, 2007 Semester 1.


#lovefio
Darling, darling, brother!

Celebrated Baby's birthday for him yesterday.
No photos, though.
Genius here forgot to bring her camera out.
But it's okay. We had fun, Baby and I (:

Went to grab Baby's Levi's jeans and then to Chinatown to get Baby's tattoo covered.
Some SSB shit.
Papa was very sweet to send us all the way back to Baby's place aftermath where we told each other more sweet things and more violence when it comes to tickling.
Mushy, oh whatever.
That's our way for loving each other. Hee.

Then we headed to Valley Point Shopping Centre for dinner @ Dozo, the Japanese and French fine dining restuarant which was advertised in between television programmes.
It was great! The food and the environment. The atmosphere as well - very romantic.
(Except the starter dish which consisted of goose liver. I almost puked)
The other dishes were not bad.

Honestly, I do regret forgetting to bring my camera.
My phone's camera didn't do any good in the dim lights of the restaurant.

Then again, we enjoyed ourselves.
Happy belated birthday, Baby.
More years to go, please (:


Denver and YiKai's birthday chalet today.
Meeting my babes and the guys later on to get their cake.
AT LAST!
DON'T YOU PEOPLE JUST MISS ME?!~
HAHA~



Chien came over to RP just now during second break out.
Man, do I miss you or do I miss you, brother!
Yeah! I miss you tons!!!
Paid a small price for these polaroid photos and they turned out damn nice!
I got the one which I looked damn fatty fat fat, though -.-
Oh wells.

COME TO RP OFTEN, CHIEN!
I KNOW YOU MISS US!
:D :D :D

#lovefio
Friends (:

Time out, people.
I need a break.

A break from school.
A break from home.
A break from bitchiness.
A break from reality.
A break from all the nonsense.
A break from.. Love?
Nah. Strike that.
I'm happily in love (:
With my Baby.

I'm contented with my near perfect life.
However, there are some people here to distort it.
These people should not be around.
Not in my life, at least.
Selfishness, greed, arrogance.
I don't need them.
Neither do I need anyone who potentially possesses them to exist around me.
Even if you were really close friends once.
Brush them off. Out, out, out.

I'm not going to be the stupid one who would help those people anymore.
Everything was taken for granted.
I deserve far better than this.
You deserve nothing pleasant at all.
I am contented by the things that I have/had.
You're not.
I am not greedy for more and more and more.
You are.
I do not take my friends/things for granted.
You do.
I am not selfish to a pathetic state.
You are.
The only thing that I'm unhappy about my life now is that you are still in it.
Tsk.

You see our difference?
We belong to totally different worlds.

Maybe your fame brought you here.
But by here, I meant 'You lost all your true friends'.
That's sad.
You should bang the wall and die.
I shall not/will not help you in any way, anyhow.





Enough of unpleasant things.
It's Baby's birthday tomorrow.
Buying him a Levi's jeans as a birthday gift and giving him a small surprise for dinner.
Yay, Baby. Your day is MINE tomorrow!
:D :D :D

Manicure later to match my outfit for tomorrow's event.
Actually, it's just an excuse to get my nails done. Hee.


Denver and YiKai's birthday chalet on Thursday.
I can't wait to see Cass, SP, RX, Sonny, YK, etc. again!
Though it has only been a week, but I miss you people! :D

Oh yeah.
Swimming sessions soon, Suku and Bel Darling?
I'm missing you girls as well!
And lots of things to rant about.
TONS! :D

#lovefio
Ooosh.

Sis Tiong's birthday chalet (:






#lovefio
Happy belated once again, love.

I wanna grow old with you.

Baby, I miss you.
I need to hug you and know that you're fine right now.
I need to feel your presence.
I need you..

I shouldn't be here.
All warm and comfortable, at home.
I should be with you.
How are you feeling now?
Would you fall sick?
You always do when the weather is not right or when you do not get enough sleep.
Is it very torturing there?
You're always complaining if it's too warm.
Or what if you're not used to it.
I always had to coo you that it'll be alright.
I wish I was there - right beside you.
No. I don't wanna go elsewhere.

You'll be fine. I know you will.
You're my strong statue of courage.
You are what kept me going.
I wanna be the reason that is keeping you going too.

Mama texted me. Papa called.
I didn't know what to say.
I restrained myself from tearing.
It was really hard.
If only you were here, you would know what to do.

I can't go to bed now.
I couldn't sleep, though I'm really tired.
It's been a long, long day for me.
And Mama and Papa.
I can't go to sleep without you saying "Goodnight, baby. I love you."
I wanna feel you tugging me into bed..
And that kiss softly planted both on my lips and my forehead..

Please be alright.
I love you.

#lovefio
Prayers.

Happy belated 18th birthday, sis!
Loves!

Went to Downtown with SuPing, RuoXuan, Denver, JunWei and his girlfriend for sis' and Barry's birthday chalet. Before that, we went to get sis' birthday cake - strawberry (:
Hope you liked it, Sis Tiong :D
JunWei has been calling me Sis Ong for almost the whole night -.-

Overall, hope you've enjoyed yourself, sis!
It's a memorable 18th birthday (:


Went to look for Baby @ Kovan two days ago with Shermaine and Baby's cousin, Joey.
We waited for Baby to knock off to go back together.
However before that, Baby and Joey went over to Heartland Mall to get a surprise for me, when Shermaine and I thought that they were out smoking.
It's a very sweet surprise (:
Thanks, Baby.
And I hope you'll be fine now.
I'm really worried.



Stupid things recently?
Yeah. I thought so.

谁才是你爱情中的伯乐..

#lovefio
Gosh.

Accompanied Sis to Downtown East to check some things for her chalet. Walked around the new-yet-not-so-new shops there and at E!hub. Then we settled down at McCafe for Double Chocolate Frappe and Mango Smoothie and cakes.
Then we talked about the oh-so-many things happening around us.
It was super relaxing.

But some things just got into me and made me blow up this morning.
Microsoft should go fuck themselves. Fucking slow pay and we have to do extra jobs in order to get our pay.
WTF.

Grandma's been admitted into the hospital again.
Going to visit her after school.
I'm praying her situation isn't that bad.



Well, at least there's something pleasant happening.
FASIO PAY IS COMING IN IN 2 DAYS!
Yay.

#lovefio
Grr..

I don't know what I want.
I got myself in this.
Now I have to get out of it,
myself.

I'm depending on you, courage.
Help me.
Get me out of this. Alive.


But somehow, something in me is still hanging on.
Something is keeping me on this string.
I can't let go, I don't know why.
Maybe because if I do, I know, I'll fall.
Real hard.

#lovefio
What to do.

Things happened so fast.
I almost could not breathe.
Sometimes I feel strangled.
Yet there's this force that kept me going.
Happily. No regrets.








Everything that happened recently made me realise how much I love you.
And I do.
Please make it all worth it.

#lovefio
Damned.