We talked about so many things last night.
All the memories flowing back.
You forgot some of them, and I, too.
Then we were laughing when we shared some secrets.
And then the tears came when I asked "What if I were to disappear some day?"
You told me not to go, in any form, just don't.
And guess what?
I won't. I'm not going anywhere, no.
Because you're all I ever wanted to be.
I'm staying right here, Baby.
Right here..



Happy monthsary, my pig.
Happy First Year Second Month (:
You're my love.

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1.2 (:

Back to TPSS today with Cherie and clique.
School's so different. And I miss those times!

It was initially for the Teachers' Day celebration. Then instead, it ended up as a gathering for all of us.
Happy, though (:

The laughs were so fun and genuine. The making-fun-of and the made-fun-ofs.
Just like the old times.


You were supposed to be here with us.
Both of you.

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R.I.P

Their rituals and cremations were heartbreaking.
I couldn't help myself. I'm sorry.

Went to their wakes for the last time.
Went to see them for the last time.
Walked round their coffins for the last time.
Being so close to them for the last time.
Remembering their looks for the last time.

Crying for them - not the last time.


Broke down during both of their cremations. I didn't know what to do, but cry. I felt so helpless, so lost. I couldn't believe I've lost them. Both of them, at the same time. This is too much.
Too, too much.

Though all is over, but this awful feeling would stay with us for life.
I kept screaming for them deep inside, hoping they'd hear me.
Did you, or you? Please..

The fire burnt like it didn't hurt.
Did it?
Come back and tell me, it did, didn't it?
I wish I can be there to save both of you, whatever.
But all I could do is cry. On and on and on..



Come back and let me hug you two just one last time.
I promise it will be the last.
I won't ask for more.

I just miss those times.

#lovefio
Not good.

Bet most of you have heard of this tradegy - two 16 year old schoolboys died yesterday.
I cannot believe what I heard when Suku called and told me about it last night.
I cried.
I cried upon hearing their names and confirming from many others that it is them.
I cried real hard.

We got to know one another through playing basketball along with some other guys from our school. Then, we decided to get together to form a guys' basketball team - Rui Sui 瑞穗.
The guys beat so many teams together. Often with Witaya as the top scorer, or at least the second top scorer.

Chan Hong was always the happy-go-lucky one. Forever smiling and with a very pleasant heart. He never fails to shout my name or cry "SHI FU!" whenever he sees me.
Yes, he is that adorable.

Witaya played like a star. Both of them played really well, actually. He's the only "god-brother" I had and was the one I held so dearly at heart. He always makes people happy, whatever situation it is. He said he's my punching bag, cos I loved hitting him on the abs and he never feels the pain. Yet he would act like it hurt a lot, just to make me happy.


Atmosphere at both of their wakes was very, very tensed.
Their parents cried their hearts out. I guess nobody would know how they were feeling at that time.
The agony, and the pain.
To just wanting their sons back, it's so difficult now.
It's impossible to.

I cried.
We all cried.
All cannot be controlled.


I wouldn't ask "Why them? They're such nice boys, why them?"
No.
God must have his reasons.
But, I'll miss them.
We would all miss them.
Very, very much.



Life will move on.
They will be missed.
And they will watch us from above.
No more crying. It shall all be kept deep inside.
Just remember, they're the most lovable dual of all time.










Always in our memories,
Ku Witaya & Sia Chan Hong.

#lovefio
We love you.

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Went to TM with Christina yesterday before heading off to Baby's house to wait for him to come back from work. It's been quite some time before going out with her.
And she keeeeeeps ~complaining~ that she's fat -.-
Look at her size -.-






Is she nuts, or,
is she nuts???




Met sis today. Like finally!
She has been very busy recently and at last we've met!
Man, how I miss her (:

Went to Parkway Parade just because bus 15 goes there straight. Don't have to take the trouble to change buses or squeeze into the sardin-packed trains.

Then, chaos.



















Then again, we had fun :D

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Loves, sis.

Out with Baby yesterday.
Didn't have steamboat as planned,
but Jack's Place for lunch and Lerk Thai for dinner was good enough.

Caught Love Guru. Not.. tooooo bad.. but, stupid show, seriously.
Some parts are worth the laugh, though.










Accompanied to Baby to the clinic aftermath.
Heat rashes are attacking my love ):
Then, home sweet home (:
















I really enjoyed myself with Baby.
I'm all smiles (:

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Date.