Happy 1st year 4th month, love.
Sure there'd be ups and downs.
But fret not.
I'll be by your side for as long as you want me to.
I love you.

#lovefio
1.4 (:

If you really love me,
if you really do.
Don't just tell me. Show me.

Why am I looking for critical feelings from someone else?
Why do I envy other girls?
Why does my heart turn sour when there other couples around me?
Why am I not contented?
Why am I not happy?

It's funny, isn't it?

Shouldn't I be the most fotunate girl ever?
Shouldn't I feel that I'm being loved?
Shouldn't I get the best boyfriend in the world?
Shouldn't I...
I don't know. You tell me.







Is this just another pathetic feeling of mine which comes and goes as and when it likes?
Well, I don't like it.
Someone, ask it to go away.

Cut the craps.
Shoot me dead.













Mood-swings have been acting up quite fiercely these few days.
Or weeks.
I thought I had it all.
But I don't.

My head hurts.
My stomach churns.
What's this horrible yet undescribable feeling?
It's tearing me apart. It's ripping me, literally.


And I thought you were suppsoed to be there.
And I thought that at least, you were supposed to care.
Have you?
Or am I asking for more and more each and every single time?
This greed, they say.
Why won't it go away?

#lovefio
Love me, boy.

How Men Change.
Enjoy, girls!


The Love Word:
After 6 weeks: I looo-ve you, I love you, I love you!
After 6 months: Of course, I love you.
After 6 years: GOD, if I didn't love you, then why did I marry you?

Back from Work:
After 6 weeks: Honey, I'm home!
After 6 months: I'm BACK!!
After 6 years: Have you cooked yet?

Phone Ringing:
After 6 weeks: Baby, somebody wants you on the phone.
After 6 months: Here, it's for you.
After 6 years: ANSWER THE PHONE DAM*T!!

Cooking:
After 6 weeks: I never knew food could taste so good!
After 6 months: What are we having for dinner tonight?
After 6 years: DUMPLING AGAIN??

New Dress:
After 6 weeks: Wow, you look like an angel in that dress.
After 6 months: You bought a new dress again?
After 6 years: How much did THAT cost me?

TV:
After 6 weeks: Baby, what would you like us to watch tonight?
After 6 months: I like this movie.
After 6 years: I'm going to watch PIRATES play, if you're not in the mood, go to bed, I can stay up by myself!

Making Love:
After 6 weeks: Baby, I want you tonight?
After 6 months: Lets make another baby, my mother just called!!!
After 6 years: Please MOVE over to your side, I'm suffocating here!!!!



So true eh? Hahaha

#lovefio
Men.

JOHN LITTLE @ CAUSEWAY POINT SUCKS BIG TIME!



Rude staffs! Lao CBs! MENOPAUSE!



#$^@!$%>#$^@!

#lovefio
Fuckers!

I changed job. Again.
It was sis' previous job as a Fasio promoter. Was told that the in charge is a very mean and unreasonable person but I still gave it a try anyway. I'm too broke to be choosy anymore.
Well, I did have a job before this as a Microsoft promoter. However, piano lessons could not be changed and it's a sad thing that this job does not have a flexible timing where you come in 'one hour later so you leave one hour later'. It's a standard 12 p.m. to 8 p.m.
But anyways, this current job of mine pays me more :D

Started first day of work on Wednesday and ended up with my feet cramped. The last time I stood this long without much movement was quite some time ago.
But hell, I have to get used to this because so many people's birthdays are coming and I am so broke now.




I've got some slimming to do before Baby's birthday!
Off now!

#lovefio
Fat-less!

Finally!
So over-dued!

Esther's birthday party.























Bel's birthday at Seoul Garden.























#lovefio
Happy birthdays!

Sentosa with Sis and her friend a few days back.
Horribly bad weather.
But yea, I had fun! (:












































Swimming @ Bayshore with Bel Darling, Suku Dear and Conan yesterday.
Had Korean Maggi for lunch at Bel's place aftermath and somehow it tasted better than the normal maggi I used to cook at home, or at Baby's house.
Then, we headed down to Expo for the Robinsons sales. Couldn't resist the temptation to get that Lacome listick which was selling really cheap! And yea, I'm broke again.
So much for saving up for the necessities.

Oh wells, at least I enjoyed myself with my darlings :D

Can't wait till Sunday.
Celebrating Bel's birthday @ Bugis Seoul Garden.
She mentioned to us quite some time ago that she wants to have Seoul Garden on her birthday. We still remember!
And babe, I've got a surprise installed specially for you (:


Bel Darling and Suku Dear,
thanks for being such great friends.
Friends forever, this I promise (:

#lovefio
Loves! <3