Thursday
Did our hair, HM and I. Dyed my hair some copper blonde colour while HM rebonded hers. Thought it'll look weird? Not a bit. It really suits her! Although she'd been stuck with naturalled curled hair for 18 years, she looks just as good in straight hair. Haha. Glad for her.

Then back to Baby's house and waited for him to come back from work.
Yes, you're loved, boy.













Friday
Slacked around east area with HM and then went to her house. Just another passing day. But we didn't miss out the fun we would always have.







Saturday
Bugis with HM. Again. Got some new eyelashes and eyelash glue. Then it's the long bus journey back to Baby's place, with countless thoughts running through my mind.

It's good to see Baby again (:













Sunday
Spent Sunday at HM's house. Main reason, well, because we were so broke, what else? Ok, maybe because there's no where else for us to go. It's all the same old places.

Cooked. Yay (:
Beancurd with mushrooms and crabsticks.
Who says I can't cook?? :D

Trust me, it tastes better than it looks.
(Though it looks somewhat like beancurd with mushrooms and guo tiao lah -.-)


Went to TM to pay my piano school fees but the bloody counter was closed when we got there. Walked back to HM's house aftermath and got just a little crazy laughing over her 'new brows'.

It's drawn. By herself.
I really don't know what's wrong with her.




Talked a lot about the past. Her past. I sincerely felt like crying while I was listening to it. It was like I know how she feels. Or perhaps, I do.
It's hard to climb out from it once you know you've fallen too deep.

Some things he does or things he has failed to do disappoints you, yet you can still forgive him in the end.
The things he does or says to hurt you or even himself, you know they're all because he cares, and you care too.
The squabbles, something you'd wanna avoid but sometimes it's just what brings both of you closer together.
After those ruthless quarrels, when you two would hug each other so tight and it's clear that you can't live without him and he won't do without you.
The way he falls asleep silently in your arms and you could feel his breath just under yours, you know you'd wanna spend the rest of your life with this man.
The way he snores when he's really tired, you find it cute - only if it's him.
The surprises he'd prepared for you, you cry everytime you're touched by his sincerity.
The gifts you wanna give him, you wanna give him the best.
The things both of you had been through, you know no one else in this world can do the same.
The feeling of knowing that you'd found true Love, isn't something you can find with anyone else.
...
And the list goes on.

It's just so heartwrenching to find out one day that none of these exists any longer. And when you're left alone on your own to face it all.


I pray that we wouldn't have to know how it feels to be at this state, Baby. I want you as my future and I need you in my life.
Baby, I wanna be your bride.

#lovefio
You're my knight in shining armour.