Fear - a distressing emotion aroused by impending danger, evil, pain.

Something you'll never understand, something you'll never feel - the way I feel it.

Long day, yesterday. Dragged through the day most unwillingly, with lots of things going up there. It wasn't easy, very tiring actually. Yet I couldn't get to sleep until lying on the bed for an hour, trying my best not to think of anything. But money, perhaps.

In a need for quick cash now. Difficult to get it without a job, see? So addicted to shopping, thanks to Esther.

RP sent a letter to Mom and I, each. Stating that I've skipped school for three or more days for Week Two. And so I had, didn't go school for the whole week, plus this Monday and Tuesday. Sigh.

There is a problem with me. There always has been. I get very anxious whenever I think that something serious is going wrong or when I feel insecure. I wanna get everything settled and done with as soon as I feel the problem arising. But sometimes that's just not the case.

Because it's not everytime that this "sixth sense" of mine is right. I really hope to "rewind" everything and do over again. It's just so tiring. Give me a break.

#lovefio
Busted.