I'm thinking too much, I'm thinking too much.. Just how long am I suppose to carry on lying to myself? Everything isn't as complicating as I think they are, my friends are telling me so. Should I listen? Just to feel a lot happier than I am now?

Yes, there's nothing more that I could expect. Till now, why haven't I learnt anything at all? I was taught so much. Yes. How could I have forgotten?

I'll remember them all. From having a much too high expectations on guys to trust. There's no way I can expect anything much now, not at this age though.

I'll never forget those words 'Don't expect too much from me'. How could I have forgotten it? It sunk deep into my mind a few months back and it has been there ever since.

Who am I to expect so much in return? Just cos I think that I've done a lot? Oh wake up, Fiona. Not everyone is as appreciative as you think they are. Don't dream on.

Well, perhaps what I was asking for isn't that much after all. A little effort and sincerity - is this too much? Too much for you to take? Too much for you to handle?

Maybe I should learn from the past and never repeat the same mistake again. Who are you to give me so much? So much that I don't even think I deserve now. Inferior complex, yes. And this sucks.

#lovefio
Unappreciated.