Can I really say things I'm dying to say? And not end up straining this relationship?

Why am I not feeling the way I'm suppose to feel? Why this feeling instead? Why this... Misery..?
Yes, what happened to the "take me as I am" Fiona? I'm finding her back. I want her back.

I changed too much. Too, too much. But have I done the right thing? Lead me back to how I was before, someone, please.

Allow me to love you the way I want to. I don't want any restrictions. All of these are killing me, so very slowly.

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Hang in there, babe. Memories are what is left of you and him, and there's really nothing you can do about it. Let go, though I know there's so much you cannot put down still. But one day, you will eventually find the right one.

#lovefio
He's not missing you.