Tell me which to trust? My head or my heart? Which one would lead me to the answer I'm looking for? While which would lead me astray? I have so many questions going on up there. Anyone who has the answers to that?

I wish I didn't have to care. I wish I didn't have so much to worry about whenever I wanna get something done. I wish I wouldn't have to think for others when I know that they wouldn't do the same too. Why should I? How can I?

My head is telling my heart what to do now, and I don't like it. I don't like it at all. Was it a mistake? Would anyone understand? Would what I did improve our relationship? Would it make a difference to it - in a good way?

It may not seem to be a very big shot for anyone, anyone else. But it is to me. All the things so close to me seems so far away now. And I did it cos I hope things would get better. Will it..?
Tell me it's all worth it.

Because I'm not them, I don't know you well.
Because I'm just that petty, so you had a hard time.
Because it's this fear, this fear you'll never feel.
Because perhaps you would never understand how it feels like being me.
You'll never, never know.

I'm not them. Neither would I wanna be them. I'm stronger than I really am, I know that.
And that's the way it's going to be.

Don't crumble Fiona, nothing can bring you down.

#lovefio
Let fate decide.